It’s a lot harder this time around dealing with this because I don’t want to tell anyone about it I don’t post about it on twitter like I have in the past. Only reason I’m posting it here is because everyone is going to scroll past it. My boyfriend is too busy to see what’s going on and that’s okay I’d be selfish to pull him away from work just to listen to me cry but I’ve tried anyway and it didn’t work. I thought I was happy I really did but nothing is really going my way.
I’ve tried to hide it the past 4 weeks as good as I could and I think it’s working because no one has asked “what’s wrong?” I pretend to be this person I’m not, a happy person. I hope whatever is causing this feeling leaves soon because I don’t know what to do anymore I can’t go through this again.